Several friends and family were talking over lunch recently about the plans of the Lord for each individual life, and where we thought the Lord was leading us. After some discussion, we commented on how much easier or more desirable it would be to have the Lord just give us a map or a blueprint with the path He wants for us all marked out and ready to follow. Wouldn’t it be so much better for Him to just lay the plan all out in its totality so we could see the big picture, understand it and then trek merrily along?
I am not so certain about that. There is a reason that the Lord many times only shows us the next step on the path He has for us, or maybe the next two. He may give us a glimpse of some of our destinations, but the way there remains firmly in His hands. And that is a good thing. It goes along the line of “ if I knew then what I know now” (about my life journey), would I go down the road? The Lord Himself declares that He will not give us more than we can handle. Many times all that we can handle of our walk with the Lord is today, or this week.
I fear that if at the beginning of my Christian journey, the Lord would have given me the entire map with all of the way clearly marked for me to follow, I would have said, “No.” “I can’t (or won’t) do it.” I would have suggested alternate routes. I would have wanted to skip the trials and gone to the accolades. Surely the Lord does not want me to go thru the depths of despair and the valley of the shadow of death! We say to ourselves and others that, without a doubt, we would totally and happily be obedient to the path, if only the Lord would just show us the way and lay it out before us. We can, however, take a lesson on humanity from Peter during the proceedings in the plan the Father had for Jesus. Jesus told His disciples about the plan- He would have to die. Promptly Peter went about to fix the plan- surely the plan couldn’t be for you to DIE, Master. It is the only place in scripture that Jesus so harshly rebukes His own followers. Not long after that, Peter (just like us, by the way) states that in no way will he ever deny the Lord Jesus. He will go to the death if it comes to that! And so will we. Until it comes time in the court of the religious rulers of the day when the rubber hits the road, and reality mixes with faith and humanness, and Peter-who had just spent the most awesome and amazing 3 years of his life with the One that he recognized and confessed as the Messiah – says, I don’t know Him, not once, but 3 times!!
In reality we are no different than Peter. We hope and pray that we will remain strong and true to the Lord when our life depends on it. We practice His presence and learn how to walk closely with Him and trust in His word. And when those moments come in which we are faced with the choice to deny Him and lose some portion of our life as we know it, we trust that we will be strong and courageous in the Lord to choose The LIFE. Until that moment of grace, however, we can not be certain. Jesus knew the plan. He had the map, and when faced with the final reality of the situation, Himself petitioned for a change in the direction, if possible. He also set the example of ultimate submission and obedience in choosing the Father’s plan and not His own will.
That is why God doesn’t just give us the map and say, “ Here, go for it, and I will be with you.” He knows us and He knows the way we must travel. He has practice points planned along the way, and part of His never leaving or forsaking us is Him revealing just enough to build our strength to never leave or forsake Him.
He beckons us forward, one step at a time, and one stretch of light at a time so as to keep us going, but not overwhelm us, to keep us constant and intent on Him. He does it to keep our flighty attention focused on Him and His purposes. As we see the plan unfold and look back on the way we have come, we see that the Lord, our Creator and Sustainer, took us by the hand and led us firmly and gently through the course of the map He has for us, and we took His hand, many times with the path only just before us illuminated… and that was, and is enough.