It was a day I will never forget. I don’t know if it was the “hurry up and wait” situation that prevailed in the day, or the wish for time to stand still, but the day is etched in memory forever. It began with a 4:00 am wake up call, and ended with a chaotic call from a new recruit shouting words from a written script before him, along with hundreds of other young men, that was abruptly cut off after the words, “I love you and goodbye.”
There was consolation that I was not the only mother holding on to every last moment with her son. We were not the only family to obtain special “escort” tickets that allowed us to pass through the security checkpoint and on to the gate of the flight that would take our child to a new life. There were four others. The new recruits were nervous, one could see it in their eyes, but everyone involved tried to make the situation upbeat and positive. The reality of what they had just done in the official swearing in ceremony, as well as what they were about to do as they stepped onto the plane must have been settling into the minds of these young men. But they were answering a higher call in their lives. The eyes of their parents also belied the struggle in their hearts between sheltering and protecting their children and supporting and encouraging them in the choice to make a difference in the world, that drove each of them on.
We were not the only ones to press our hands to the glass as we left them at the breezeway and hurried down the corridor to the large windows overlooking the airplane at the gate. We were not alone as we went from one side of the hall to the other, following the large jet on its journey around the wing of airport gates and to the end of the runway. Several of us stood before huge plates of glass, the runway before us, watching as the aircraft increased in speed and finally lifted off the ground, waving to blank windows in the event that, by chance, one of our sons would be sitting behind one of those small windows looking out.
And off they went for the next 13 weeks.
I wondered, through it all, as we stood watching these events unfold, if this was similar to how things may have transpired in Heaven when God sent His only Son to earth on His mission of redemption. When He left the splendor of Heaven, was God wiping the tears from his eyes? Were the angels hiding their tears in support? Were they pressing their hands and faces against the windows of Heaven, watching for the last glimpses of their beloved King? As Jesus traveled down in time and space, were they waiting at the glass until the last possible moment? Did they extend themselves at the meeting place of all that is earthly with all that is spiritual until that last parting second? Did they gaze in sorrow, yet anticipation (as we did) at the awful, yet joyful work of redemption that awaited the Son of Heaven?
We were spared (or denied, depending on your perspective) the trauma of watching our sons molded from boys to men. But Heaven had to watch the transformation of royalty to suffering servant before the triumph was completed. We can imagine what the disciples and Jesus earthly family went through, but what about what Heaven went through? I wondered as I watched the airplane make a turn and disappear in the blueness above.
We sleep peacefully in our beds each night because of brave young men and women who answered the call to give their lives for the safety of their countrymen; who take harm, danger and bullets for us, so we don’t have to.
We can travel peacefully and assuredly through the often tumultuous and difficult situations and days of our lives here on earth because of the One who laid down His life for us, took our penalty on Himself, so we would not have to, and rose triumphantly to lead us into Life with Him forever.
I am eternally grateful to both.